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Do I deserve someone like you?

I had this feeling a few days back. I felt like I'm not enough for someone's time and attention. I thought that I'm insufficient to be remembered and to be valued.

Is there such a formula on how we should relate with people in such a way that they would definitely remember you, value you and even love you? My limitations are highlighted most of time. People (usually) notices only my mistakes.

One mentor taught me that I should just do good things, excel in many things especially in my craft and just be focused with my objectives in life. That way, I could get people's attention and those who rejected me before would come back. I want to make something spectacular, remarkable and timeless. And hopefully, they'd come back.

I lost it even if it was my fault or otherwise; even if it was just fate or ridiculous objection of circumstances.

This leaves me hugging my pillow at night playing Simple Plan's 'Untitled'. "How could this happen to me?" ¿?