For the past several days, I decided not to post any blog at all. I hardly visited this site as well as my Multiply site simply because I had no plans of sharing a part of me.
Many things happened. Some were good, some were bad. Most of the time, I questioned why those things should happen to me. Sometimes drastic changes are beyond our control. No matter how we try to patch things up or even to correct things for everyone's happiness, we still cannot make that change at all.
Is this just a crap? This blog served as my way of communication not only with the people who reads it but also with myself. I get to express what I feel inside and put my anxieties in writing. It helps me realize the pros and cons for me to decipher my next move.
Right now, no matter how I elaborate it, I still can't figure out my condition. Part of my is passive while a huge chunk of me is sick of being on a wrong spot. I'm doing my best to be appreciated and to be needed by people. People can also be ruthless with their judgment. All of us have that certain instinct of prejudice. We may be aware that it could hurt other people but we still do it even if we keep it to ourselves. Well, it sucks to hear this but it's true that we cannot please everyone. But what if people slapped your face with a painful criticism without knowing who you are, what are you going to do?
"Before you judge me, try hard to love me..." - 'Childhood' by Michael Jackson
Here I go again - random thoughts coming in and out of my mind. When will this thing end? Do I deserve this agitating chaos - my battle with myself. I just wish to overhaul thy life and start anew. ¿?
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