A few minutes after 12 midnight, I received a message from Buje. It was my first birthday greeting! :)
'Til evening, I received a lot of birthday greetings from GS friends, HS friends, GCs, Blithe friends, etc. It's really fun whenever you hear people greet you on you birthday though it wasn't quite the day that I was expecting.
I've encountered sadness along the way, dealt with lonliness through out the gloomy moments of my recent past and prayed for answers. It wasn't easy. Maybe up to this time, I'm still carring my questions and worries. Maybe up to this time, I'm still consumed by my anxieties and my undying desire to be the one I want to become.
Most of the time, I look forward without participating on what my present offers. I crave for my future as I passively enjoy the details of being my present. If there's one thing that I'd like to do now that I'm 21 that would be to enjoy my right and my time being young at my age, to explore depths of being me and to be responsible for all my actions. Maybe sometime, I'll list down my wishes and promises for myself. This way, I could keep track on my shortcommings (in general), my mistakes and my goals as well. I may not be able to fulfill everything but the fact that I took time to do it, I believe that's enough credit for myself for having a direction and motivation to achieve my goals. Of course, the point is to do what is listed. ;)
Still something's missing. And that makes me incomplete. Fill me in. Fill me in. Amen. ¿?
Sunday, September 11, 2005
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