Distracted

For the nth time, I'm preoccupied! I have a lot of things in mind, things that I want to accomplish but I just can't find time to do it.

I miss my schedule when I was still in college - flexible unlike these days. Working for eight hours seems like a new thing to me lately. The stress of facing the PC's consuming my energy. I wanted to sleep all night and I even thought of skipping dinner!

Time is truly precious. I value it a lot especially now that I spend most of my time doing things for the company and no longer for myself. I no longer talk to myself and conserve with my own conflicting judgement, which is a must! I no longer verbalize my thoughts and emotions and I have no time to unwind. For the past days, I planned to do my stuff at night but like what I said, I was just too tired to face anything at all after dinner. As soon as I rest my back after an hour-long drive, I snooze for a couple of minutes, sometimes hours. Main point: Ineed a break.

After six days of working in a week, I choose to rest on Saturdays. Sometimes, I go the the mall alone - spending my oh-so-precious time for myself to satisfy my lost needed bliss. But most of the time, I go home to rest, sleep, watch DVD or just simply carefreely enjoying the warmth of the house.

I wanted to watch a movie but I couldn't find the right time. I wanted to shop but I still have to consider my weekly budget.

It's awards season once more! It's actually one of the things that causes my preoccupation lately. I'm want to buy DVD's of the talked about movies in Hollywood. Reading news articles and movie reviews makes me more hooked at this season's film awards. This Saturday, I want to check for DVD's at Makati Square (hehehe).

I just hope I'll find ways to resolve my stressfull issues and find a reason to remain calm, positive and happy. ¿?