The Screw

Yes, I was wrong.
Yes, I have sinned.
Yes, I'm not perfect.
Yes, I screw up a lot!

But why am I unhappy?
Why do I have to suffer?

No, I wasn't blind.
No, I wasn't drunk.
No, I'm not a psycho.
Yes, I screw up a lot!

But what am I unwell?
Why do I have to suffer?

Yes, I have KP.
Yes, I am fat.
Yes, I'm gaining weight.
Yes, I screw up a lot!

But why am I uncool?
Why do I have to suffer?

No, I won't deny it.
No, I won't rely on you.
No, I know I'm brave.
But [still]... Yes, I screw up a lot!

But why am I lonely?
Why do I have to suffer?

Yes, I want peace.
Yes, I need answers.
Yes, I want to be free.
Yes, I hate it when I screw up a lot!

But why am I so vague?
Why do I have to suffer?

No, I can't smile.
No, I can't laugh.
No, I can't wink.
Yes, all I know is to screw up.

But why am I so volatile?
Why do I have to suffer?

Yes, blame me for I am to be blamed.
Yes, judge me for I am to be judged.
Yes, punish me for I am to be punished.
Yes, Alas! I screw up a lot.

But why am I so repetative? [smiles]
[Laughs] Why do I have to suffer? ¿?